Tuesday, September 29, 2009

This is what am doing this weekend


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Saturday, July 11, 2009

Shelly gets romantic in the rains!!


Shelly thinks "The Proposal" is a nice movie... after a long time she liked a movie.. did not want it to end....she wanted to be a part of it...something somewhere touched ..don't know why... Shelly took an auto back home after the movie... n it was raining... Shelly likes the rains.. Shelly likes keep the windows in her room, wide open ..n just watch the rain...

Mushy movie+ Rains= Shelly gets romantic
Not good baby!!

Winters in Delhi...
Summers in Gulmarg...
Spring in Shimla..
....rains in Mumbai...when ur indoors.. Lol

Monday, April 20, 2009

R.I.P

You know a few days ago I wrote….” We are a cynical generation!!! Somehow in today’s world… on reel life and real life… nothing ever lasts!!!”

Today my own words came true.

I have this feeling…. This is it. It’s not going to last.. I always wished at least it would be worth the effort.


R.I.P….. There goes another one.

What Men Want


There is someone who once said that women think about her weight/body every 12 mins.. What do guys think about every 8 mins…. ?????LOL
What do guys think?? What do guys want?? What do guys want… I once asked a guy “When would you really want to get married” answer- “I guess am ready now …but you know a guy never really wants to. He is never ready” I guess I agree with him… he isn’t ready yet.. and might never be…LOL…the usual guy thing.
But anyway… As far as the rest of this force is concerned.. I guess it is true that men never really want to get committed. Biologically men are built to be polygamous. It just happens that one day they realize they don’t want to share!! And in turn they have to give up their freedom. Isn’t it like that. Or do men actually feel like committing to a woman all their life. Men might fall in love .. but they never really fall in a commitment.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

The deepest shade of Love!!

“Ek bar humne sooncha tha kee phir pyaar naheen kareinge…
Ek bar humne thana tha kee ikrar to kabee naheen kareinge…
……. Par dil yeh kambakhat…..sala”

Every time…I decide I will follow my heart… my mind takes over…
And every time my mind decides something…. My heart sidelines it totally…
Yeh humaree hee kistam hai kee…jahan bhee, jis tarah bhee,… har jagah… haar to hamaree hee hotee hai…lol…

I always identified with love as shown in movies…a lot of times… would see myself in those characters…
Love to me…for the longest time was…. Aamir Khan singing pehla nasha…
Love was… Gazab ka hai din dekho zara… ‘QSQT’
Love was …when Drew Barry gets kissed in… ‘Never been kissed’.
Love was.. Bahoon ke darmiyaan .. ‘Kamoshi’
Love was… when Julia Roberts asks out Hugh Grant in ‘Notting Hill’
Love was… Jane kya Jane Man Bawara… ‘Pyar ke side effects’
Love was… and will be love at first sight …in ‘The Notebook.’
Love was…each tear from Jonny Depp’s eyes in ‘Edward Sissorhands’
Love was… when Raj gets Simran… ‘DDLJ’
Love was…. realizing before it’s too late…’A lot like love’
Love was… the climax in ‘Love Actually’
Love will always be…. Ross and Rachel…’Friends’
…. But today Love became… Dillep Singh… in Gulal… it was a different colour of love… not pale.. not pink…. It was a DEEP DEEP shade of Red…his love… his angst.. which literally seeps through the frame!!! Yes that’s the love I believe in today.

This movie was just too amazing.. also the fact that I can some how identify so well with these movies today… Gulal….. Luck by chance… but they some how compel me to think…if we are a cynical generation!!! Somehow in today’s world… on reel life and real life… nothing ever lasts!!!

Monday, December 22, 2008

FWD on QUARTER Life crisis

Hav u felt like this? I bet u have!!!
- am gonna write my views on this soon.. ive got loads to say.. for now.. read this...............


Being a twenty-something

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at wat urstudyin or urjob... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life , but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone! but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you're doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now youare scared just to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. Send this to your twenty-something friends... maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion...



Its called "Quarter-life Crisis." nothing is constant......except change.
wats life without a few risks? keep playing the game!

A FWD a friend of mine sent me about nift

1. Some Basic definitions...NIFT

NIFT:Place where you're punished for having creativity.

Senior : Guy who got ragged as junior and wanna get some payback...

Fresher : Guy who has to ask where the canteen is...

Really Dumb Fresher : Guy who asks a senior where the canteen is.

Really Really Dumb fresher : Guy who follows the senior to the canteen.

Ragging : The unfortunate fate of the previous idiot.

Evasive action : Watch the juniors when any seniors come nearby. (No one runs faster than a fresher. NO ONE.)

Professor : Perso! n paid to put NIFT students to sleep.

External Prof : Unusual variant of previous individual who comes from industry with unusual and pathetic stories of himself.

Garment construction: three hrs in which you watch the girls do your assignment, and usually destroy a considerable no. of needles.

Hopeless Garment construction: The assignment in which you try to make a garment for your personal needs and accidentally it become a style from Versace.

2. The Truth about exams....

Irony : The guy who copied your entire paper passes and you flunk.

Critical Calculation : Summing up the marks you attempted worth in the exam...

3. An NIFTian's 10 commandments of Life
1. Thou shalt all were born with brain untill some decide to drop it and join NIFT.
2. Thou shalt never write thy assignments thyself.
3. Thou shalt begin writing thy assignment only on the morning of submission.
4. Thou shalt treat all marks above 50 as bonus.
5. Thou shalt have at least 70 per cent attendance in the canteen.
6. Thou shalt pass GRACEfully.
7. Thou shalt always be an OUTstanding student.
8. Thou shalt give thy attendance without being present...PROXY is a MUST
9. If thou can't convince them , confuse them.
10. Thou shalt start every sentence with a four-lettered word.

NIFT Anthem:
OOHHH NIFT CAMPUS KE TAALE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>censored<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

Top two nift Rumors:
'Did you hear that there is class at 5:30pm by guest faculty'
'Did you hear,class is canceled and we had to do research on our assignment in library'


NIFTIAN at work:
Assignments solved by one and then carrying out mass transfer operations throughout the class

The most important machine for niftian:
Xerox Machine (Without which assignment completion wouldn't be possible)

. Feeling after Completing nift:
Survived NIFT!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

IT still hurts....(Second day in a row)


PLEASE SEE THE PREVIOUS RELATED POST TO UNDERSTAND THE $#@&!! AM WRITING!!

Am not writing like this after a long time…..i just wrote a lot yesterday…
But the funny thing is that…-”what was hurting me very badly” yesterday, is what am laughing over today… not because it is not hurting anymore.. but….

Cos after days.. months… much more than a year now.. something deep inside me is making me find humour in these situations!!!
It is that pain back again….pain in the pit of my stomach cos am laughing like an idiot.
I can’t let that get off me…
Truth hurts …reality bites..
and dark humour totally rocks!!!!


It hurts when u like someone for years and are not even able to let him know….. ok this was a big one…. but I was the idiot.. and any way this was way too long back.. don’t know why I even mentioned this.silly cow!!

It hurts when as soon as he gets to know (what?? ha ha), you get to know he is with someone else,… LOL this is illustrated in this book called 'Why am I always the one before THE ONE?' , one girl’s quest to bag Mr Right…(Pure chick Lit … Intellectuals please stay away)

It hurts when you have been with someone for years and it ends over an email… worse still sms…or like Carrie says (of Sex n the City fame)… “through a scribbled note on a post-it”…. Anyway sometimes it better than getting to hear the dreaded words…you can act like nothing has happened and blame the bad handwriting!!!

It hurts when after deciding for the first time this is love you realize that he is not there any more. Wrong timing!! That’s the reason for so many of our problems..… whether it is relationships….. hasty job shifts.. ...burnt toast.... or embarrassing burping instances!!
And the rest are due to ill fitting clothes!!

It hurts when even after so much time you spent together it does not work…this happens all the time

It hurts when you see someone else in the same frame u were in earlier…
anyways may be he/she fits in there better than us (double pun intended)

It hurts when few days ago the distance did not matter and now that is the whole problem. Ok to all those people who think LDRs work wonderfully.. take a reality check!! Better be carefull than sorry.

It hurts when people can fake feelings.. why wasn’t I made like that… ur too slow.. u need to learn fast baby…

It hurts when you expect too much, get nothing in return… Now that is a genuine case of failed supply chain management.

It hurts when you mistake a friendship for much more, but at the end of the day it is what it is….lol
It hurts when you expect a friendship and that is what they don’t want…
'It hurts Them' when u give them none… LOL

It hurts when when over the years you realize how to deal with it and then people call you insensitive. IGNORE

It hurts even more… when second day in a Row…I should have been writing my essays, and am writing this crap.. cos it still hurts and now makes me laugh!!!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Mumbai!!!


I have spent the day today.. Making graphics.. Essentially putting a lot of colours on papers which then will show on clothes… Ironically..… today at this unearthly hour.. I feel like being exhausted out of colour!!!

Its like there is colour around me… but the colours of my soul are all drained out!!!…