But is that what it is, or is that what I am telling myself!!

There is no way that you will ever know that…
There is no way that i will ever feel…
Cos since the time you have left I have been left numb…
There is a pain deep beneath my skin..
I know this is no betrayal, cos there was no trust no faith…
But some times we let our minds wander…
And our hearts beat a little faster..
And then we are left with nothing but pain…
Don’t know why it hurts so much ..
Cos I know it shouldn’t cos I know it doesn’t matter..
But is that what it is, or is that what I am telling myself!!!!!!!!!