It still hurts!!

Am writing like this after a long time…..
Cos after days.. months… much more than a year now.. something deep inside is hurting!!!
It is that pain back again….
I can’t let that get off me…
Why is it that the people who matter to you are the ones who can hurt you the most and even more when you know what they are saying is totally true!!
Truth hurts …reality bites..

It hurts when u like someone for years and are not even able to let him know…
It hurts when as soon as he gets to know, you get to know he is with someone else,
It hurts when you have been with someone for years and it ends over an email….
It hurts when after deciding for the first time this is love you realize that he is not there any more.
It hurts when even after so much time you spent together it does not work…
It hurts when you see someone else in the same frame u were in earlier.
It hurts when few days ago the distance did not matter and now that is the whole problem.
It hurts when people can fake feelings.. why wasn’t I made like that…
It hurts when you expect too much, get nothing in return…
It hurts when you mistake a friendship for much more, but at the end of the day it is what it is.
It hurts when you expect a friendship and that is what they don’t want…
It hurts when when over the years you realize how to deal with it and then people call you insensitive.
It hurts even more when I should be writing my essays, and am writing this crap.. cos it still hurts!!!